I realised how over the years I tried so hard to conceal my secrets through diction.
I wanted to confine the waves of emotions within those lines, hence creating a structure for each abstract pang.
So I am no longer oppressed by my sanity, I could find refuge in exposing my true state of mind indirectly.
I learn to understand myself, to observe my physical body reactions, while I embrace the stages of denial, impact and gradual relief…in repeat.
Time is not a foe, her plans for me can be bittersweet and unpredictable, but hey…surprises draws my attention.
Her kindness can only be comprehended gradually as life unfolds.
What happen has to happen so I could progress and mature.
After all, it is still about taking responsibility for my actions in life.
Freewill is a democracy with consequences. Freedom at the expense of loss.
Lessons have to be learned by the heart, the mind and the soul.
It still goes back to one question, this is life, how do you want to live it?
Are you ready for the next ride?